so last night i worked and it was shitty and then tonight i was working and it was shitty so i figured why keep working if it's shitty and there are friends to see, etc ?

and john and i spoke on the telephone and he would maybe meet me at the 'dise so i quit early because it was useless to work and went to the bar and had drinks and talked with ryan who lives two blocks from work and who's going to let me stay with him because he has an extra room and needs extra money and then kristi and jacob came and i was glad and then some other friends showed up and played a practical joke on me but i fell for it and it upset me a great deal and i spent the rest of the night being upset. which is stupid but is what sometimes happens.

i'd just really like alex to be here and be hugging me.

i'm going to go sleep now.

my air mattress is fucked. damn.