ummm, so apparently even though this one boy was all like "you're very cute" and "you're very pretty" and "i'm single" and "you deserve a really good guy", he isn't really all that interested in BEING that really good guy. which is FRUSTRATING. when i told him i had a crush on him he told me i was two weeks too late. that he's been seeing someone. so i guess that's not the worst kind of rejection, and i told him to let me know if it doesn't work out ... but still. i haven't even kissed any boys since alex. and i'm trying to get over it but it doesn't help when i keep getting rejected.

did i ever tell you the one about how i was driving down willy st and i waved to this cute boy i know and because i was so busy looking at him being all cute, i ran into the car in front of me? it's true. and that was exactly one week after i told him i had a crush on him, and he told me he wasn't interested. it was like in wayne's world when lara flynn boyle runs into that car on her bike. so it was a pretty embarassing week.

frankly, it's been a pretty embarassing year, but i guess it's better to be honest about my feelings than to pretend i don't have any.

so do you know any cute vegan boys in madison? tell them to come over to my house.

love you.