dear shitheads,

i feel sad because i lost love i never ever had. i feel sad because i don't even like to look at other boys. i feel sad because it doesn't matter how pretty i look today, because the love i want is gone gone gone. i feel sad because nothing will make me not miss him. i feel sad because even if he were here right now today kissing on my face i'd know that it's not enough to make him feel satisfied. i feel sad because even if he lived here in madison again and i saw him every day nothing i can do can make him feel that i am his love.

i hate to feel sad but i do and that's that.