um. um. um.

i am still alive, i guess.

why does the feeling ok come and go in waves like this?

last sun i had my first aikido class. and also yesterday i had my first buddhist meditation class. it was CRAZY. i lost my damn mind. i felt like i was spinning, and also that all my body parts were mixed up and not connected, just floating around. and i cried a little, too.

it's been really horribly cold here for the past few days.

i made fancy nice dinner tonight for myself and my nice neighbor ana down the hall. she is pretty and nice and also is letting me use her computer right now. isn't that nice?

i kind of feel like vomiting right now.

i am making progress in the room cleaning attack.

i think i have a cold.

i am sort of sad.

i have been walking all over creation lately. it is nice to be out in my city again, on the pavement.

there is not anything else for me to say to you at this moment. bye.