hi.

i am going to work, like, really soon. like, in just a few minutes.

last night was godawful.

i have some questions unanswered.

i got into a minor car accident in my taxi.

everything made me cry.

today i got adderall and lexapro though finally and so maybe it'll be easier to get up, and then also i will be able to accomplish the things which need accomplishing, like cleaning room.

made a list, posted on my door:

HEY! DON'T BE A TOTAL SHITHEAD.

for the next six weeks:

-purchase no packs of cigarettes, only samson loose tobacco

-prepare all meals at home

-may only go out for drinks on tuesdays and must adhere to $10 limit

yeah and now i'm going to work.